I ended the year 2010 at the bottom of the wheel of life as a spoiled lazy girl. My grades unexpectedly declined sharply and nothing could have made me less enjoying the holiday. It was like a wake-up call, that all this time, it was simply luck that I had always depended on. Frankly I didn't feel very much comfortable too with the circumstances I was in. And yes, I blamed them.
2011 however, was like a stepping-stone on my way to pursuit my dreams--when God gave me a lot of occassions to get lessons from and learn. Throughout the year, the ups and downs of life made me become even more realize, that everything was only the beginning of the real life that I have not yet fully figured out.