This is the first blog I write after I'm officially considered as a senior high school student. I remembered that time when I was almost lose my mind and depressed , studied a lot and waited in uncertainty as I was waiting for the test result.
After all the things that I've been through in three-year-studying, I finally was accepted in a senior high school I'd been wishing for. All--my play time I've sacrificed to study, my relax time I've sacrificed to practice, and my holiday time I've sacrificed to do try-outs--has actually paid off. Me and my other bestfriends eventually continued to certain SHS based on our own desire and decision.
Several days ago, when I was following a ceremony, I saw some seventh graders from my junior high school. Their faces--joyful and innocent--suddenly remind me of my JHS life. it is always nice to have a flashback of our effort. Three years, such a short time for being together with my lovely friends. I've realized many changes during studying with them. And if I compare the past and the present, it's amazing to see how mature we are now.
It's a bilingual class I was in. A special and the only one class whose students remained the same from the very beginning until the very ending of studying in the junior high school. In other words--never been involved in class mixing. Stories among us were kept being written in my 'mind book' every moment I passed and are now transformed into which we usually consider as memories. Now I have to close the book. The book of junior high school with all of its chapters. Never will I trade those memories with anything, even a million dollars. It is too worth for me to be forgotten. To leave my school with sweet memories and head my favorite senior high school is so perfect to be the ending of my JHS 'mind book'.
Now is the time to write in a new sheet.
What surprising me is, that the happy ending doesn't last forever. Sure it doesn't. The world keeps spinning. There are times we are on the top and above. And this moment slowly changes into one of the 'above' times. The MOS, was absolutely horrible. But it's kind of exciting to remember all of the hardwork I'd done.
I was announced that I got in to the X-2 class. The question which I haven't discovered the answer until now 'what kind of class will it be' keeps surrounding my head. A word in a flat tone: "wow". I'm in the same class with goddamn smart students like Atika Almira and Inardi Rizky, and in the same time, with what my friends and I usually call as RJ-ers. lol.
Whatever, task by task is given everyday, and a lot too! 'a lot' here means a real 'lot'. And I'm also a procrastinator. I delay them until one day before the deadline and rush doing them until midnight. Perfect. I'm freakin' out and want to scream like "Yes I do LOVE homeworks!". Oh my, the things have driven me crazy.
Not only tasks, tests are also given. Even some day, there are over two or three tests in a day. Are the tests easy? silly question! I've got to re-test the Economy subject already. Pathetic. T_T
All of the tasks that are given make me realize of how relaxing my time in my junior high school was! I haven't alluded about the regeneration of eASY tasks yet, which will make my task list longer.
Another thing: next week is a mid-test week, (3 tests a day) and I'm not prepared AT ALL.
Argh,
I assume the world is spinning fast!
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